TMS: Day 36
Final post!..maybe? I might update how well the treatment holds up until I need to do it again. So day 36. I meant to post more but real life responsibilities got in the way for a while there. I’ve taken on more stuff than I have before, so I guess the treatment did something. I have more energy, but still not where I wanna be yet. I have suspicions, so I’m working on that angle for now. I’m definitely less depressed, although Bill says I’m meaner. I think that may be because treatment brought all the emotions to the surface, rather than them being buried and causing issues. I’m trying to be mindful of that, but everything is just in the open now. It really didn’t do shit for my anxiety unfortunately. The only improvements there I think were more related to me being forced to keep a schedule and get out of the house everyday. At the end of the day, I accomplished my major goal which was to pull me out of that numb depression I was in. Depressive episodes are much shorter and not q...